The Heelers Diaries

the fantasy world of ireland's greatest living poet

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Saturday, January 14, 2023

christmas eve

 

Every year for years I've gotten a feeling of stillness on Christmas eve.

It is a stillness beyond stillness.

I interpret it as a mystical gift whereby I am allowed to see the creation itself, fields, trees, sky, towns, villages, mountains, hills, river, all the elements of nature, waiting in reverence for the newborn king.

I've felt a similar stillness once or twice after the communion ceremony at masses celebrated by Father Philip of the Dominicans.

This year I went outside several times waiting for the gift.

All evening and into the night, I kept checking for the gift I've grown so accustomed to receiving.

It did not come.

Instead there was rain and thunder over Ireland.

The creation is weeping for Ukraine, I thought to myself.

Thursday, January 12, 2023

obitcheries

 

George Pell has died.

He was a Cardinal of the Catholic Church.

He is most famous for his initiatives to reform the Vatican Bank between 2014 and 2017 which would have made it impossible for the Italian Cosa Nostra mafia to continue its subversion of that institution.

For at least fifty years the Vatican Bank has been a cash cow for the Italian mafia who have been leeching limitless sums of money out of it using fraudulent loans to proxy business entities.

The mafia thwarted Cardinal Pell's reforms of their cash cow by inducing Cardinal Angelo Becciu to bribe a still unidentified Australian man to accuse Cardinal Pell of child abuse.

Cardinal Pell served more than a year in jail before an appeal court overturned the spurious conviction.

Cardinal Pell's death is being attributed to complications arising from hip surgery at an Italian hospital.

I would have advised him against such surgery in an Italian hospital.

The Italian mafia had an existential hatred for Cardinal Pell.

He alone had come close to shutting down their free billion dollar lunch facility at the Vatican Bank.

The Italian mafia routinely murders people using health care professonals or prison guards or others to poison them.

So I would have advised against the surgery in Italy and I would have advised him to be careful wherever else he opted to have it done.

When the mafioso Michele Sindona was facing murder charges in Italy in the 1980's and had been connected to the Mafia's infiltration of the Vatican bank at that time, he remarked publically that he would be murdered in prison by his former Mafia bosses.

We should note that Sindona was also supposedly a Freemason involved with a Masonic lodge, styled Propaganda Due, which was purported to be systematically subverting not just banks but the entire Italian State.

And while we note it, we should be cautious about even such a verifiable Freemasonic element being related to a Cosa Nostra Mafia case, because Italian Mafias notoriously like to confuse public discussion of such matters with a snow storm of conspiracy theories, and the Freemasonic element is something they are well capable of introducing themselves to any assessment of them, as a cloak for their more debased and blatant criminality.

The verifiable facts of that case are that Michele Sindona was a part of the subversion of the Vatican Bank, that he worked his institutionalised burglarisation of the Vatican Bank using fake loans to fake businessmen, that he operated in part through the collapsed Banco Ambrosiano, that he committed murders, that he was a member of the Sicilian Cosa Nostra mafia gang, that he claimed to be a Freemason, that he predicted the mafia would poison him in prison, and that in 1986 he was indeed murdered by poisoning while serving time in prison for one of his own known murders.

Michele Sindona's method of operation for his financial crimes bears some similarity to the methods used by the IRA terrorist mafia in Ireland to subvert their own bank, styled Anglo Irish Bank, wherewith the IRA took control of Anglo Irish Bank and then gave themselves multiple billion dollar loans via IRA proxy Sean Quinn and his loathsome progeny posing as businessmen.

When Anglo Irish Bank collapsed in 2008, the Irish people were compelled by a corrupt government minister (the now conveniently deceased Brian Lenihan) and his successors in office, to bail out the IRA's collapsed bank.

In 2019 a genuine Irish businessman called Kevin Lunney was kidnapped and had his fingernails pulled out by Quinn's IRA in order to force him to give Quinn back control of a company Quinn had established with the money Quinn stole in illegal billion dollar loans from the IRA's own bank.

But I digress.

Similar networks of evil prevail in hospitals and prisons all over the world.

Even in little old Ireland a modest public figure like myself could be easily targetted, during a period of hospital care in 2019, and subjected to attempts to cause malicious harm by a group working in concert, to wit Doctor Donaldson in the Vista Clinic, Doctor Andrew Boko Shingani at Naas hospital and a nurse styling herself Ruth Ibeabuchi at the Meath and Adelaide hospital. (Also known as Tallaght hospital.)

The mafia did not like George Pell.

There is a significant chance they murdered him.

Sunday, January 08, 2023

ode to a thought

 

oh glistening thought

tell me you are more

than chemistry

woven into cell structure

electronically varied

by genetic depositions

amid the voodoo of my biology

and apelike inhibitions


say you are more

say you are an ontology

not just some whiff of the primordial soup

wafting through my neurology


come now glistening thought you can be blunt with me

surely you are more than a meaningless emission

an excrescence of physicality

arbitrarily dialled up

by jewelling jeans

over centuries of heredity


say you are more

i need you to be more

tell me you are an ontology

not just some random outpouring

of relativist atheistic codology


can the wondrousness of my speech

be nothing but a bullock belling in the fields

(the reciter makes three bullock calls)

an elephant trumpeting in the forest

(the reciter makes three elephant cries)

a bat squeak

(the reciter makes three bat squeaks)

but even these are wondrous enough for me

cogito ergo sum

i think therefore i am

nay nay and thrice nay

(the receiter makes three horse neighs.)

sum ergo cogito

i am therefore i think


let us be honest with one another glistening thought

if i am chemistry merely

what is your role

what is the keynote that makes you shine

and how can i ask this and be without a soul

for you an emblem of god

and yet you are mine